Monday, January 14, 2008

I'm tired



I'm tired of looking

I'm tired of seeing

I'm tired of hearing

I'm tired of being

I'm tired of life...



shining on the outside, empty on the inside..

pretending is not easy.. I don't wanna pretend to be happy anymore!







I need someone to rely on..

6 comments:

Joshua said...

been trying hard... but i guess i am just being treated like a thrash...
or at least taken for granted...
probably because you're just like that...

anywayz...
i shall not bother you anymore with my comments or msg... it seems that i'm annoying and etc...
have a good life... huggies... all the best in the year of 2008...

hope you would find that someone to rely on...

Anonymous said...

hope u can found ur soul mate soon. =)

dn pretend. why u nid to pretend?

its not ur job to let people tink that u are happy. and its not ur resposibity to make urself hapi.

its not ur fault become something or someone make u sad and not happy.

live a real life. when not happy, then make a =( face.

when happy, smile =D big like this. so that ur life wil be meaningful.

understand?

Anonymous said...

=) cheer up..

u r not going to found someone u can rely on so soon i guess.

but..u can take the time to learn how to upgrade and improve urself, feel the single, and u will apreciate more when u r in a relationship state.

From me.

usws said...

I've already given up pretending a while back... in fact, i feel good not pretending and being depressed and all.

Just don't kill yourself or anything like that. Well, at least wait for me to go bye bye first..

BYE! <- not this 'bye'

sUmMeR said...

awww... why you feel bad? why sad?
I've been there too... and it's like my 2007 was full of crap because I was letting my sad feelings conquer me.
You should do the things you love and just enjoy. Maybe you're pushing yourself too hard? Like you want to speed things up... Well,I've received a txtmsg from a friend... It goes like, "it's good to slow once in a while...life is not a race..." Just enjoy the experience and do not dwell on your sad thoughts much.
Plus,you'll get older faster when you think about sad thoughts :D hehe

sUmMeR said...

just wanna add too (coz I forgot to include this)...

you will not be able to meet someone if you also don't do your part. it doesn't mean that you'll go flirting with anyone who gave you attention... it's like make new friends, do a sport or get a new activity... who know's you'll meet him there :D

hehe

~__o

hope you'll feel better